Your Nanny

Well life isn't all about cupcakes and rainbows. What a sad and terrible things happen to start the year of 2018. I'll be telling you about your nanny who name I should not be telling. 

She was a great nanny. I had no complains. I like how serious she took her job. She manage to sort so many things done for me. From making you lunch, sometimes dinner and washing your clothes. sometimes, you will had a sleepover. Maybe 2 or 3 times counted because i really don't like leaving you to the nanny. If i had to be on outstation I would leave you two to Ayah, and let see from there....Ayah would let u the nanny house and I had to agree. :) hehe putting the blame on ayah as always.... just joking you know how things goes with ayah. 

So about what happen to your nanny is complicated. For the time being we had to block any connection with her for the sake of everyone security. Hmmm sound really serious yet dangerous. Yup! Let's conclude that she had a bad very bad husband and yes I need to accept that finally I found that he is a threat to my family too. 

At first I was being, you know your typical mom who is very aware of people in need, kind, full of humanity spirit (couldn't say much more, masuk bakul angkat sendiri). I had helped her to my limits. I know when it is the limit when I started to realize that her brutal husband can hurt us too. At first when we (me and your ayah) were helping her I always told ayah we did this because of Allah. We should only believe Allah is the Almighty. why be afraid of a criminal? It's not like now we are afraid of the husband, but thing had changed BUT not our faith. I can see how fragile is your nanny to have to go through all the process when we ourself had backed out from her. 

It is sad. It really bothering me. I'm anxious. And this also part of the reason of me writing this. To kill the anxiety. I'm stress out thinking that I couldn't help. 

So as not much that I know the case is still in the process.  Maybe took longer than it should. God knows why. 

khalif and kashfi with the rest of friends at nanny house. 

I learnt a lot from what happen. there's always blessing in every test. just keep looking.